I experienced some trying times lately and went from thinking Church was a joke and God wasn't real to wanting to go back.  I feel ashamed that God is only an option in my mind when things are bad and how easy it is to forget or get jaded/sarcastic about God when things are good.

Not sure if any of you relate to this so I am just throwing it out there.  I can argue for or against the existence and relevance of God and church so maybe I am messed up.